The Reflecting God

The Reflecting God

Your world is an ashtray
We burn and coil like cigarettes
The more you cry your ashes turn to mud

It’s the nature of the leeches,

The virgin’s feeling cheated
You’ve only spent a second of your life

My world is unaffected, there is an exit here
I say it is and then it’s true,
There is a dream inside a dream,
I’m wide awake the more I sleep
You’ll understand when I’m dead

I went to god just to see, and I was looking at me
Saw heaven and hell were lies
When I’m god everybody dies
Scar/can you feel my power?

Shoot here and the world gets smaller
Scar/scar/can you feel my power?
One shot and the world gets smaller
Let’s jump upon the sharp swords
And cut away our smiles
Without the threat of death
There’s no reason to live at all

My world is unaffected, there is an exit here
I say it is and then it’s true,
There is a dream inside a dream,
I’m wide awake the more I sleep
You’ll understand when I’m dead

"Each thing i show you is a piece of my death"
Shoot shoot shoot motherfucker
No salvation, no forgiveness
"This is beyond your experience"
Forgiveness…

Boringnya hidup skang ni. Kalo aku dah mula menulis, maknanya dah boring tahap Malaikat Maut la ni, ‘coz keje tak dapat lagi. Application dah beratus, interview baru 2-3 je…Huh, hampas kelapa betul! Ke, application tak sampai kat diorang??Aeerrrkkk…Alamak!!…Biar betul?.. Ntah la, macam-macam yang terlintas dalam kepala aku ni.. Kenkawan suruh tunggu dan lihat dulu. So, I took thier advice even though I really hate of "waiting"…F$#K ALL THAT $H!t…

It already 55 F$$k!ng days I’m jobless…Feel so horrible at the moment. Sabar, sabar…Baru sebulan lebih…Arrgghhh!!!!Kalo sampai ujung bulan March tak dapat-dapat jugak, aku blah la. I don’t have enough $ to survive. Bubbye kenkawan di Tanah Melayu…